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Zulfadli Bin Majid
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Thursday, January 17, 2008, 1:15 AM
Fate

its thursday today which means it the weekend for me...yeah!...simply becos i dont have to wake up early on fri morning to go school becos i dont have any class....the reason for me not to work on fri becos i wanna spend my whole friday doing my homework...i know i wont be doing any hmk on the weekend becos i will be working and get tired after that...i will see if i could cope this way if not i will just have to quit my job and concentrate fully on school projects....talking about school i olready received my whole subject of project brief....all i could say back to the stressful mode again...haha!...

so many things have happened lately within a split seconds...i should said its god will and fate...i was told that one of my closed aunty was admitted to the hospital and have to undergo a serious operation..due to her high level of diabetes condition my aunt's left leg have to be amputated...it was a shocking news for all of us...she was all well and cheerful the last time i saw her during hari raya haji...until lately she fall ill and couldnt walk properly....the doctor said the germs have spread to her whole left leg that they have no choice but to amputate it to less her suffering...so the whole day of tuesday i was at Tan Tock Seng Hospital visiting her...it really break my heart when i see her current state...i which i could help but there's nothing i could do...its too late....the moment my sister and i step into the ward she was crying and kept telling us that she left one leg and rather die than living...at this point of time i think we need to give her moral support...i know how she feel and suffering....it really woke me up and bring a huge impact to all of us...before this my late uncle suffer the same situation too his left leg have to be amputated due to diabetes...to think back it really scares me off...after what happen,i told myself to take care of my own health and dont take too much sugar stuff...u know too much sugar can initially cos diabetes...im still young and it could happen to me too...i came across this article which says so far the youngest people who suffer from diabetes is a 7 yrs old boy...im like OMG!!....

i pray to god each day to keep my family in health and prevent us from getting those deadly disease...if i were to die one day i wanna die naturally...die because of ageing....right now i just pray that my aunt will recover soon, b strong and life have to go on...i know its hard for her because at this point of time she's feeling depressed and a burden to everyone...i wanna see my old aunty back...she might be using artificial limb to support her left leg.....i wish i could turn the time back...2008 start was really a heartbreaking start i should say altho it doesnt happened to me....i might be going to tan tock seng tmr in the afternoon to visit her again.... = (

ps: few more weeks before i get my pay! wohooo!....i cant wait to spend it haha! im addicted watching malin kundang at the moment... i really hope the father and daughter team will win the amazing race!... = )